National Service is the bane of every local band. These bands would usually start before their entry to National Service... and then by the time it ends, so does their passion for music. That's how some bands eventually drift apart.
Right now, Bones, Bulk and Adam is serving their country. I'm next. I'm going in in 2 days.
But thank god I'm bound for Civil Defence. The job is oh so much easier than the Army or the Police actually. Demolished is now put on hold for the moment, at least until the 3 of us POP. Adam was the first victim of NS... and now, the rest is getting it. Well, just get it over and done with, as I always say.
All our upcoming gigs were screwed. All have been postponed and re-postponed and re-re-postponed. So much for the local scene. I guess we could only hope for a gig at the end of the year, because that's when gigs start to sprout. It's either mid-year or end-year. That's when everyone will be joustling for a gig slot. Ah...
Recently I have suddenly rethought about my passion in music. Is playing music in Singapore really worth it? Instead of paying every jam session that I have for the past... say 5 years, I would have had at least a thousand dollars right now. That's not including the music gears that I have invested in during that past 5 years. So few days ago, I was really thinking... is it really worth it? I was so close to giving up. I was even looking through Yahoo! Auctions to see if anyone was interested in buying my double pedals.
I found an ad, that wanted exactly what I had. I emailed him... and the same night, he replied. He said he just got back from Swee Lee and got himself Pearl Eliminators Double Kicks. And in my head... I was like... is this a sign not to give up what I love so much?
Do I really love music that much? I thought I could just be a listener and not a musician. I guess I can't... because I really have the passion in playing music. I just want my shit to be heard and this is just another plaform where I can showcase (showoff) my creativity and talent. It's a waste to see a good talent like me just quit.
Buahuahuahuahuahuahuahua!!
Rik.